Rant…
Why is it, I’ve got an absolutely beautiful girlfriend that I absolutly adore and would do anything in the world for , I’ve got a daughter I would honestly die to protect, friends like I could never wish for… And yet…
I’m lay on my bed, cig in one hand, phone in the other writing this, and staring at the blade… Its like, this feeling inside of me makes me wanna reach for it, break promises just for the feeling of salvation, that realise, the taste…
I must resist, but its hard…. I try, and I try, but what happens when trying stops working … Will I loose everything..? I’m need to make sure I never have to find out…
Reblog if you’d care if the person you reblogged from killed themselves tonight.
(Source: here-withoutyoubaby, via s-l-i-t--w-r-i-s-t)
